Dear Cary, Thank you for message. Do you mean you are perfectionist!? You should not be a perfectionist. Being a perfectionist cause of mental illnessYou'll never finish anything if you insist on perfection. When I was a junior high school student, I was a student like you. Unless I always had a good school record, I could not be satisfied. However, entering the high school which deviation score was high, I became a poor student. I was very shocked and the periodic exam always made me depression. However people may do their best, the result as an ideal may not come out. At such time, let's ease up. Do you have any hobbies? I often go to Tokyo Disney Resort to relax. Mickey Mouse always makes me smile. And, I can forget all my troubles. You can't just studies all day every day. You need to break for a vacation once in a while. You are in my prayers. (160words)
