Thank you for your e-mail!
First of all, I think you should rebuilt your mind. You just want to be admired from everyone like in the previous school. Actually there are a lot of people who surpass of you. And I think it is impossible for you to get good grade because your work doesn't have motivation of you. I think good grade should be given for someone who never give up. And the time will come when you should work you have a lot of work which you don't like. So, you should keep your mind that things have a tendency to go wrong and we can't dream come ture whithout making an effort.
And I recommend you to consult with close people like your best friends or family. I'm sure they give you good solutions. Because they know you well. And it makes you relief. Whem I'm in trouble, I always consult my closest friends. It makes me relief and I can get power. So I think it is good to rely on someone who you trust.(177)
