No one can just deserve their happiness without facing the difficulties. Do what you should do. You are surely far from your goal.
Is it fun? Claming and deserving? Ignoring the process and the path which lead you over the wall? It is obvious that when you favor only the little good in front of you, you miss the better.
Anyone who find a difficultiy getting over the task must be mindful. But they'll realize that struggle would be the biggest help, and that is the source of their confidences. You should do the same. Struggle untill your hands are raw, so you will have better future.
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