what made you happiest and what you regret the most in 2021 - 1640952301

1：Beatani：2021/12/31(金) 21:05:01: 今年一番うれしかったことと今年一番後悔してること
what made you happiest and what you regret the most in 2021
confess this and I'll read your sin thinking of the shrine
42：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:19:41: beatani and beatani, at this point
43：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:21:35: Happiest: got a cute niece. Shes so cute

Regret: didn't save my dad's best friend phone number
44：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:21:44: Being able to trust someone again and their feelings
Missing too many opportunities by my own fault
45：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:22:17: Happiest - Developed strong arm from hand reps
Regret - Now have lopsided arms
46：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:26:11: Happiest: Finished my education
Regret: Not getting a job
47：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:26:17: Positive : got ride of my hair dryer addiction
Negative got replaced for another drug, less expensive, at least
48：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:27:36: >Happiest
Built enough stamina and figured out the right combination herbs/drugs to help with my pain to go for really nice hikes in the mountains and hiked in all sorts of beautiful places
>Regret
Still a NEET, I say it is just because of my illness and pain but I am also really lazy
49：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:27:57: happiest whenever I have realized I can meet up with friends I haven't seen in over three years for a full week in finland
regret leaving my job too early and breaking my drawing tablet when I can't afford another one
50：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:31:19: Positive : managed to wake up everyday for a whole year once again
Negative : I will have to do that again and again thousands of times
51：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:33:04: happiest: finally getting far through my VN backlog
regret: still can't enter japan
52：Pregnantdad：2021/12/31(金) 21:36:18: Happiest:
53：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:39:03: Happiest: -
Regret: haven't succeed on suicide
54：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:39:44: Happiest: finding Q&A Battle Stream
Regret: Sacrificing my thumb joints to the discord
55：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:40:14: Happiest: kissed a girl
Regret: being so lazy all the time
56：Pregnantdad：2021/12/31(金) 21:40:21: Happiest: My muscles are getting bigger
Regret: Fucking a woman who wore my mothers clothing. It was hard to explain afterwards
57：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:41:28: Happiest: Bought a PC gamepad for the first time
Regret: Still living in Venezuela
58：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:41:29: happiest meeting bea
regret getting doxxed...
59：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:44:05: Positive : January, February, August, September, October, November
Negative : March, April, May, December
60：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:47:37: Happiest: I learned that I may have actual autism(level 1/Asperger's) and am getting evaluated in the new year. Takes a weight off my shoulders and encourages me to continue my studies with a focus on math.

Regret: That I didn't figure out about my autism twelve years ago.

Tony Attwood has a good book if any dad's are wondering.
61：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:47:50: Positives: Doing a lot of drugs
Negatives: Doing A LOT of drugs
62：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:55:57: Happiest: Asking my crush for nudes
Regret: Getting blocked because it
63：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:56:01: there was nothing that made me particularly happy, but there was also nothing i really regretted.
im glad i got to mess around and do alot of fun things in the past year, but i didnt talk enough with my friends or family.
64：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:58:55: happiest: losing 60 pounds (27 kg)
regret: still weigh 255 pounds (116 kg)
65：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:59:28: Happiest: nothing
Regret: nothing
I live in an emotionless void punctuated by chuuba streams
66：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:09:17: happiest: moved out of parents house and did my reps enough that I can read nihongo pretty well now
regret: alcoholism
67：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:17:28: happiest: i started to do more nihongo reps
regret: my nihongo is still not jouzu and it bugs me every day
68：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:18:10: Happiest: I'm finally earning a bit more money
Regret: I can't go to Japan in the foreseeable future
69：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:18:38: Happiest: Bea said she really likes me
Saddest: Bea said she hates me
70：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:18:54: Happiest: making love with Chihiro
Regret: telling Bea about it
71：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:23:57: positive: chlamydia
negative: I have std
72：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:39:30: Happiest: imagining Beas unwashed smell
Regret: imagining Beas unwashed smell
Bea, you did take a bath before new years? you don't want to go into new years dirty
73：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:39:44: happiest: coping with my mortality
saddest: playing genshin whole year
74：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:44:56: Im happy still alive
Regret knowing the coldest place in the universe
75：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:47:02: Happiest: by chance I met a very special bear
Regret: despite having a fully furnished kitchen I'm eating way too much takeout
76：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:48:34: Happy: I specifically remember feeling happy and proud when Bea manages to pronounce a difficult word correctly
Regret: no regrets, only hardships
77：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:52:47: happy making the decision to leave this community after this stream
regret that i did not do it earlier
78：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 23:01:49: Positive: BEA DON'T USE THE DILDO DON'T THINK ABOUT IT BEA DON'T USE IT PLEASE
79：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 23:02:06: happiest: taking photos
regret: not taking more photos
80：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 00:19:15: happiest: actually coding something
reget: not improving on art skills
81：freg：2022/01/01(土) 00:53:00: happiest: discovered vtoobers, helps with lock-down isolation
regret: too broke to get a scalped gpu, can only watch vtoobers
82：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 02:41:48: Finding Bea :3
83：Gamorou：2022/01/01(土) 04:46:21: Happiest: Development in self-steem and self-confidence
Regret: I still do bad with apporaching people
84：Gamorou：2022/01/01(土) 04:47:01: Happiest: Development in self-steem and self-confidence
Regret: I still do bad with apporaching people
85：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 04:47:51: Happiest: I got a Kaguya Houraisan fumo finally.
Regret: I ended up slacking and didn’t finish Fate/Stay Night…..
86：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 05:15:43: you oversleep
87：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 05:18:17: mom finds your youtube channel
88：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 05:40:03: Happiest: finding bea
Regret: watching bea instead of studying
89：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 05:45:06: Happiest: Achieving fitness goals.
Regret: Did not decide on new dakimakura. Indecisive dad.
90：anonymous@fusianasan：2023/01/01(日) 00:05:42: Happiest: Read more books this year
Regret: Didn't write Bea a farewell email (reading English is mendokusai anyway)
91：anonymous@fusianasan：2023/01/02(月) 00:21:47: Happiest: nothing
Regret: losing Bea