what made you happiest and what you regret the most in 2021 - 1640952301

1：Beatani：2021/12/31(金) 21:05:01: 今年一番うれしかったことと今年一番後悔してること
what made you happiest and what you regret the most in 2021
confess this and I'll read your sin thinking of the shrine
2：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:05:41: Happiest: Bea
Regret: Didn't read as much as I wanted
3：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:06:11: a: Meeting Beatani
b: Meeting Beatani
4：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:06:12: Happiest: unironically this retard bear
Regret: nothing because as a NEET I did nothing
5：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:06:21: >what made you happiest
watching Beatani
>what you regret the most
watching Beatani
6：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:06:31: Happiest: when my 3yo niece wasn't afraid of me anymore
Regret: spent a lot of time lazing around while furlowed from my job
7：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:06:57: This bear made me the happiest and I regret not being here since the beginning.
Also regret neglecting my studies for almost 2 years...
8：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:07:01: happiest: found a new kami-oshi
regret: failed university
9：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:07:12: >happiest
dumb bear
>regret
didn't find a job
10：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:07:12: Happiest: When beatani read my message in chat!
Regret: When beatani read my cringe message in chat
11：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:07:13: Happiest: Finding a bear and entering another year of growing season.
Regret: Not buying a certain heirloom corn variety that isn't available nowadays.
12：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:07:34: Happiest: I met Beatani!
Regret: I met dads!
13：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:07:51: >>1
Happiest: drawing this bear
Regret: not sleeping right now
14：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:08:02: What I regret the most is being too lazy to get what I needed to done. I'll fix this next year tabun maybe.
What made me happiest was spending time with dads and Bea, it was a lot of fun playing games with everyone.
15：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:08:06: Happiest: Beatani
Regret: Still NEET
16：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:08:13: Happiest: loli hentai, funny water and funny pills, internet menheras, and (You)
Regret: being cringe, neet, lazy
17：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:08:36: I regret getting a job
18：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:08:42: Happiest: Meeting the best girl
Regret: Not asking her out
19：Dad：2021/12/31(金) 21:08:43: What made me happiest was making money and having fun with people online. What I regret is wasting too much time and eating unhealthy
20：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:08:52: Happy: Starting to draw
Regret: Gaining weight
21：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:09:03: Happy: Joining this community
Regret: Dedicating too much time to this community
22：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:09:15: >Meet beatani
>Spending too much time on the internet
23：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:09:18: happy: i finished lots of games and my favorite FPS got a mod to fix the multiplayer
regret: bad sleep schedule
24：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:09:52: Happiest : Getting my first paycheck from dealing drugs and getting away with it.
Regret : Not getting to spend it on membership since I don't have a credit card.
25：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:10:08: Happiest: Finding Beatani and dads
Regret: Not working on work and hobby reps enough because of Beatan and dads
26：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:10:11: >Happiest
Discovered new talent. Achieved Jiu Jutsu milestone over 2x as fast as other students at my level.
>Regret
This is my first interaction with this community, despite being here for 7 months. I am eternal lurker.
27：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:11:01: What made the happiest: seeing my own progress with drawing made happy and proud.
Regret: not being able to marry chihiro. Also how i don't seem able to learn Japanese, i was never able to find the motivation.
28：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:11:19: Happiest: Bea
Regret: Watching a 24 hour stream (I must be crazy)
29：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:11:22: What made me the happiest was confessing to my dad crush and hearing them say
they liked me too. My biggest regret is showing up to Beatani streams on time.
30：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:11:30: Happiest: Completing the first drawing I could look at and think it looked kinda good
Regret: Far, far too lazy most of the year
31：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:12:22: Happiest: Having sex with Bea!
Regret: Not taking my meds
32：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:12:41: Happiest: Bea
Regret: I drank too much this year.
33：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:13:27: happy: cant think of anything
regret: im still a neet
34：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:13:38: Happiest: I've gained many new skills
Regret: I'll never be good enough
35：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:13:54: Happiest: I read a lot of books this year, which I haven't done before.
Regret: I wasted a lot of time and didn't fix any problems. I also read Subahibi.
36：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:14:08: Happiest: Managing to get estranged with my menhera brother
Regret: Managing to get estranged with my only brother
37：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:14:34: Happy: meeting dads
Regret: Beatani
38：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:15:03: Happiest: Making new friends
Regret: Not being a good a good friend
39：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:16:23: Happiest: Finally getting lucky and being able to buy a "decent" priced graphics card for my first PC build after almost an entire year of trying, just so I could play decade old games with cute and funny mods.

Regret: The fact that I decided last year to wait to build the PC, accidentally letting cringe crypto nerds put me in the above situation crypto HATE
40：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:16:33: >Bea she makes me feel alive again
>Nothing
41：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:19:27: Happiest: Meeting the love of my life
Regret: She left me 3 months later
42：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:19:41: beatani and beatani, at this point
43：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:21:35: Happiest: got a cute niece. Shes so cute

Regret: didn't save my dad's best friend phone number
44：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:21:44: Being able to trust someone again and their feelings
Missing too many opportunities by my own fault
45：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:22:17: Happiest - Developed strong arm from hand reps
Regret - Now have lopsided arms
46：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:26:11: Happiest: Finished my education
Regret: Not getting a job
47：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:26:17: Positive : got ride of my hair dryer addiction
Negative got replaced for another drug, less expensive, at least
48：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:27:36: >Happiest
Built enough stamina and figured out the right combination herbs/drugs to help with my pain to go for really nice hikes in the mountains and hiked in all sorts of beautiful places
>Regret
Still a NEET, I say it is just because of my illness and pain but I am also really lazy
49：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:27:57: happiest whenever I have realized I can meet up with friends I haven't seen in over three years for a full week in finland
regret leaving my job too early and breaking my drawing tablet when I can't afford another one
50：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:31:19: Positive : managed to wake up everyday for a whole year once again
Negative : I will have to do that again and again thousands of times
51：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:33:04: happiest: finally getting far through my VN backlog
regret: still can't enter japan
52：Pregnantdad：2021/12/31(金) 21:36:18: Happiest:
53：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:39:03: Happiest: -
Regret: haven't succeed on suicide
54：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:39:44: Happiest: finding Q&A Battle Stream
Regret: Sacrificing my thumb joints to the discord
55：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:40:14: Happiest: kissed a girl
Regret: being so lazy all the time
56：Pregnantdad：2021/12/31(金) 21:40:21: Happiest: My muscles are getting bigger
Regret: Fucking a woman who wore my mothers clothing. It was hard to explain afterwards
57：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:41:28: Happiest: Bought a PC gamepad for the first time
Regret: Still living in Venezuela
58：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:41:29: happiest meeting bea
regret getting doxxed...
59：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:44:05: Positive : January, February, August, September, October, November
Negative : March, April, May, December
60：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:47:37: Happiest: I learned that I may have actual autism(level 1/Asperger's) and am getting evaluated in the new year. Takes a weight off my shoulders and encourages me to continue my studies with a focus on math.

Regret: That I didn't figure out about my autism twelve years ago.

Tony Attwood has a good book if any dad's are wondering.
61：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:47:50: Positives: Doing a lot of drugs
Negatives: Doing A LOT of drugs
62：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:55:57: Happiest: Asking my crush for nudes
Regret: Getting blocked because it
63：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:56:01: there was nothing that made me particularly happy, but there was also nothing i really regretted.
im glad i got to mess around and do alot of fun things in the past year, but i didnt talk enough with my friends or family.
64：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:58:55: happiest: losing 60 pounds (27 kg)
regret: still weigh 255 pounds (116 kg)
65：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 21:59:28: Happiest: nothing
Regret: nothing
I live in an emotionless void punctuated by chuuba streams
66：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:09:17: happiest: moved out of parents house and did my reps enough that I can read nihongo pretty well now
regret: alcoholism
67：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:17:28: happiest: i started to do more nihongo reps
regret: my nihongo is still not jouzu and it bugs me every day
68：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:18:10: Happiest: I'm finally earning a bit more money
Regret: I can't go to Japan in the foreseeable future
69：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:18:38: Happiest: Bea said she really likes me
Saddest: Bea said she hates me
70：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:18:54: Happiest: making love with Chihiro
Regret: telling Bea about it
71：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:23:57: positive: chlamydia
negative: I have std
72：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:39:30: Happiest: imagining Beas unwashed smell
Regret: imagining Beas unwashed smell
Bea, you did take a bath before new years? you don't want to go into new years dirty
73：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:39:44: happiest: coping with my mortality
saddest: playing genshin whole year
74：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:44:56: Im happy still alive
Regret knowing the coldest place in the universe
75：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:47:02: Happiest: by chance I met a very special bear
Regret: despite having a fully furnished kitchen I'm eating way too much takeout
76：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:48:34: Happy: I specifically remember feeling happy and proud when Bea manages to pronounce a difficult word correctly
Regret: no regrets, only hardships
77：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 22:52:47: happy making the decision to leave this community after this stream
regret that i did not do it earlier
78：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 23:01:49: Positive: BEA DON'T USE THE DILDO DON'T THINK ABOUT IT BEA DON'T USE IT PLEASE
79：anonymous@fusianasan：2021/12/31(金) 23:02:06: happiest: taking photos
regret: not taking more photos
80：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 00:19:15: happiest: actually coding something
reget: not improving on art skills
81：freg：2022/01/01(土) 00:53:00: happiest: discovered vtoobers, helps with lock-down isolation
regret: too broke to get a scalped gpu, can only watch vtoobers
82：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 02:41:48: Finding Bea :3
83：Gamorou：2022/01/01(土) 04:46:21: Happiest: Development in self-steem and self-confidence
Regret: I still do bad with apporaching people
84：Gamorou：2022/01/01(土) 04:47:01: Happiest: Development in self-steem and self-confidence
Regret: I still do bad with apporaching people
85：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 04:47:51: Happiest: I got a Kaguya Houraisan fumo finally.
Regret: I ended up slacking and didn’t finish Fate/Stay Night…..
86：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 05:15:43: you oversleep
87：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 05:18:17: mom finds your youtube channel
88：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 05:40:03: Happiest: finding bea
Regret: watching bea instead of studying
89：anonymous@fusianasan：2022/01/01(土) 05:45:06: Happiest: Achieving fitness goals.
Regret: Did not decide on new dakimakura. Indecisive dad.
90：anonymous@fusianasan：2023/01/01(日) 00:05:42: Happiest: Read more books this year
Regret: Didn't write Bea a farewell email (reading English is mendokusai anyway)
91：anonymous@fusianasan：2023/01/02(月) 00:21:47: Happiest: nothing
Regret: losing Bea