Firstly, I was treated as monitor, a guinea pig to
test Brandeis’ newly affiliated medical institution.<BR><BR>I was experiencing
tearful days, and I turned myself into Mailman for psychiatric/ psychological
center. Although my mother is against medications, my father is a believer of
modern science, so I decided to take medicines. Mailman said I would feel
“safer” in a bigger institution, if I spent “a night” in a controlled
environment so I agreed to be admitted at Newton Wellesley
Hospital
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However, the hospital turned out to be an unsafe environment.
Dr. Redlener at Mailman and my doctor in Japan admit that their prescription was
written after unscientific evaluation, and furthermore, Doctors and Nurses at
Newton Wellesley made culturally biased, inconsiderate remarks, and one of the
patients sexually harassed me. While I was in the quote-and-unquote safe
hospital, my friends called Dr.Berlin, the head of Mailman to ask if any Mailman
staff has checked up of me, and he admitted that nobody did. When I returned to
campus after a week of abandonment, Susan, a psychologist at Mailman told me to
give her a feedback for Newton Wellesley Hospital, since they have been looking
for a new replacement hospital after the closure of Waltham Hospital(and that
people who were there for non-psychiatric treatment have
complained.)Mailman not listening to trustful psychiatrists outside
of school Because Newton Wellesley prescribed wrong psychotic medicines,
I was suffering from very strange mental experiences that I have never
experienced in my life before. Mailman sent me to a socially recognized
institution, McLean Hospital for re-evaluation.
On April 5th, Dr.Vella, a doctor
at McLean told me that I am ready to go back to school on April 5th but Mailman
did not think I would be able to be back on campus. Mailman’s decision was that
I go back home to my country immediately after my discharge on the 10th of
Apirl. While I found it very interesting how Mailman made a decision
contradictory to the opinion coming from the world’s best psychiatric
institution, I admitted that my symptom may have to be monitored in a long
course of time, so I went back to my country. On the side note, Maggie Balch at
Reslife told me “it was necessary” for me to leave campus immediately and I had
no time for saying goodbye to my friends. It was implied that I was “threat to
Brandeis community” (potentially homocidal), but my doctor at McLean said I was
ready to handle academics, and I also would like to know what Mailman had told
Reslife about my psychiatric history.Mailman said in order to go back
to school I have to hand in a proposal and the letter by my doctor in Japan.
While I was at home, I was meeting a very trustful doctor, whom, unlike doctors
I met in the states, did CT scanning.When I asked Dean Rosenthal, she told
me to send the letter and the proposal to Dean Sawyer, so that Mailman and Dean
Sawyer can review my proposal. However, when I returned to campus, Dr. Redlener
laughingly said “I never saw the letter from Japanese doctor”. The letter from
my Dr. Includes my medical records, and careful instructions, and it only makes
sense to people who had medical training. This, and also the fact they ignored
Dr. Viella’s opinion leads me to a conclusion that Mailman does not take doctors
from other institutions seriously: They are not interesting in treating me
seriously.
