I saw the tanasinn that seemed endless.
I asked myself why it was so touching.
I imagined myself thrown in the middle of it.
My hand couldn't grab anything even if I tried.
My hand couldn't touch anything even if I tried.
My extremities couldn't reach anything even if I tried.
There was nothing but the horizon.
Yes, I'm sure that it was another world.
In that world, there was no sense of time or space.
It's not a feeling you'd call despair.
I would rather say it was the very first moment I learned something eternal.
I felt eternity as if I was in the middle of the ocean.
So I used to spend my time thinking about the horizon from the shore.
Maybe I can call it an emptiness.
With no intention, I'm in front of the ocean.
My existence is emptiness.
There is nothing.
I feel tanasinn...
I know someday I have to leave this world and melt in that emptiness...